Weight- 132
Things went really well with my fasting. I got thru to monday without a problem. I decided that was going to celebrate by eating half of my kitchen =[. I no HORRIBLE. I made up for it though. I took about 10 laxitives and purged until i thought that everything was out.
I've decided that i really truly hate laxitives. I hate them so fucking much. I had a billion things to do the last couple of days and every half hour i had to go to the bathroom. So i've came the the conclusion that fasting and binging and purging are the sweet life for me. I lost weight so i really shouldn't complain.
I have a BBQ tonight with my girlfriend so i'm most likely going to stuff my face with endless amounts of calories and take some diet pills, throw up, and work out for a few hours tonight. Its worth it though. I need to be skinny.
Anyways i am going to fast again starting tomorrow, for the weekend. If anyone is on board to join me then please feel free to. I would love someone to be here to push me. =]
If you have msn add me everytime_we_touch666@hotmail.com
OR.
If you have myspace www.myspace.com/hug_me_im_irish333
Love,
Dying to be Thin.
Things went really well with my fasting. I got thru to monday without a problem. I decided that was going to celebrate by eating half of my kitchen =[. I no HORRIBLE. I made up for it though. I took about 10 laxitives and purged until i thought that everything was out.
I've decided that i really truly hate laxitives. I hate them so fucking much. I had a billion things to do the last couple of days and every half hour i had to go to the bathroom. So i've came the the conclusion that fasting and binging and purging are the sweet life for me. I lost weight so i really shouldn't complain.
I have a BBQ tonight with my girlfriend so i'm most likely going to stuff my face with endless amounts of calories and take some diet pills, throw up, and work out for a few hours tonight. Its worth it though. I need to be skinny.
Anyways i am going to fast again starting tomorrow, for the weekend. If anyone is on board to join me then please feel free to. I would love someone to be here to push me. =]
If you have msn add me everytime_we_touch666@hotmail.com
OR.
If you have myspace www.myspace.com/hug_me_im_irish333
Love,
Dying to be Thin.
Current Location: United Sates, California
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: As Simple As It Should be-Tristian Prettyman
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