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smexyfull_dani
17 April 2008 @ 04:16 pm
Weight- 132


Things went really well with my fasting. I got thru to monday without a problem. I decided that was going to celebrate by eating half of my kitchen =[. I no HORRIBLE. I made up for it though. I took about 10 laxitives and purged until i thought that everything was out.

I've decided that i really truly hate laxitives. I hate them so fucking much. I had a billion things to do the last couple of days and every half hour i had to go to the bathroom. So i've came the the conclusion that fasting and binging and purging are the sweet life for me. I lost weight so i really shouldn't complain.

I have a BBQ tonight with my girlfriend so i'm most likely going to stuff my face with endless amounts of calories and take some diet pills, throw up, and work out for a few hours tonight. Its worth it though. I need to be skinny.

Anyways i am going to fast again starting tomorrow, for the weekend. If anyone is on board to join me then please feel free to. I would love someone to be here to push me. =]


If you have msn add me everytime_we_touch666@hotmail.com

OR.

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Love,
Dying to be Thin.
 
 
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smexyfull_dani
11 April 2008 @ 09:48 am
Weight-138.

I've gained 3 lbs since my first entry which was earlier yesterday. =(. Ugh. I swear i am turning into a fat pig with no self restraint.  I'm starting to look like those girls that you see with fat poking out of every which where.

I am starting my fast today.. It feels really good to not have to wake up and put all that processed food into my stomach. I can't wait to see how i am doing by monday. If i lose 5 lbs over this weekend, i am going to extend my fast for 3 more days.

I am more then willing to have anyone reading my blogs to join in with me.



Feel free to message me or add me on my msn...

I would love to talk with people like me, people that actually care about what they look like.


Let me know. ♥



Love.
Dying to be thin.
 
 
Current Location: California, United States
Current Mood: determined
 
 
smexyfull_dani
10 April 2008 @ 04:41 pm
I am going to fast friday through Sunday... I like having some one there to motivate me so if anyone out there would like to fast with me let me know.


Message me back =]





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smexyfull_dani
10 April 2008 @ 10:34 am
I weight-135.



     I swear to god i am such a gross slob.. I stopped binging and purging which means I'm gaining weigh like crazy. I am so frustrated.. I decided that the best way to flush out all the pounds was to run and take a shit load of laxitives. I hate to say it like this but really, i will do just about anything to stay thin. I need to start getting back on track with counting calories and purging whenever i eat.

It all went down hill after i got out of a relationship. I got depressed so i turned to food. I gained about 10 lbs. But today is the day i start back with my strict dieting and exercise program. I just ate some cereal so i think im going to go throw up.

Any advice for me or if u want to encourage me message me...



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    Dying to stay thin.
 
 
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